I’m a MWM in mid forties. My sex life with my wife is regular but rather pedestrian. About a year ago I discovered that my self gratification is enhanced with some anal stimulation. I started with fingers and enema tips and eventually progressed to larger objects. I can now easily take butt plugs, normal sized dildos and vibrators. Hence my dilemma. To be frank, I dont find men attractive in that way. I have no desire for a boy friend, a relationship or to anything remotely similar to romance with another man. I will however admit to a curiosity and desire to find out what it feels like to have a real dick up my ass. What does THAT feel like? Can you feel it when they cumm in you? I would love to find out. Not sure what this makes me or says about me but there it is.
I enjoyed reading that, I also could have wrote it. I too am married and when my wife is away, I get out all of my hidden dildos, plugs, vibes etc. Sometimes even a trip to store for a cucumber. She hardly ever goes away, so when she does, I take full advantage. Last time she was away, I fucked myself for seven hours. I was sore the next day, but well worth it. I thought I was the only person that ever did this. Do you know of any website or forum or something like that? I would love to talk to others who are like this… just to see if some of my other things I do is normal well not normal but also done by others? I started watching gay porn etc. I am not gay at all yet I have fantasies of a big cock in my asssteelersguru