Hi, Mr Cox, before I read your blog I thought I was straight, but now I’m not so sure as I really do want to stroke and suck the cocks pictured. Trouble is I’m too afraid to set up a meeting with a  dude. Also I’m married and don’t want to fuck myself up with guilt. Not much anyone can do I guess, but if you can suggest a way of introducing me to dick, please do. I like the idea of the 3 circle group meetings that you’ve had – I could cope with that more easily than 1 to 1. I’ll never be content until I’ve sucked a man off. And at 48 I’m not getting any younger. Although I have no experience with other men, other than being propositioned twice in lavatories, this is one of my favourite sexual fantasies: I meet a mature man who I realise is gay. We have a few drinks and I begin to wonder about making love with him. We go back to his place, or a hotel. We both shower and get into bed naked. We cuddle up together like two spoons my arms around him and my crotch pressed to him bum. I kiss his neck and shoulders and I let my hand drift down to his crotch. His cock is hard and I curl my finger softly around it and very lightly masturbate him. Meanwhile my own cock becomes very stiff too and he reaches around to stroke my balls. He tells me he has a friend who would like to join us. I agree and he picks up the phone. In a few minutes his friend arrives. I cum imagining the first guy sucking me off whilst I suck off his friend. This fantasy gives me a very strong orgasm. Sometimes the two guys in my fantasy are of different races. Sometimes they tie me up and take their pleasure with me, but they are never aggressive or violent as it is just a game.

Cheers, John.

6 thoughts on “Str8 @ 48 ?

  1. Johnny – are you str8@48? Yes. you’ve been straight for almost 5 decades, stay that way. Should you try sucking cock? Absolutely.
    Should you discuss this with your wife, as another commenter suggests – NO! She does not need to know what goes on in your head. Would you tell her if you wanted to fuck her sister, or your teenage daughter’s best friend? No, you wouldn’t. She doesn’t need to know that you might like cock.
    I love getting sucked off by men, I took advantage of being left alone this afternoon, while my wife was attending a bridal shower, and had a guy sucking the cum out of my cock within 35 minutes of her departure. Then I took a shower, scrubbed my cock clean and got dressed. When she returned, I was finishing up my lawn maintenance and she was none the wiser – I was being a good husband. That blowjob from a grateful man made me happy and content and freed me from the lust that would have led to a porno film festival and procrasturbation. I would have never finished the lawn before the sunset. You need to find the balance in your life. Anonymous sex is your friend. Play safe

  2. I am dreaming of a three way cock sucking. Seeing someone sucking on another man’s cock is beautiful. I would like to watch it closely then take turns and put it in my mouth to show him how much I l live sucking too.

  3. Honestly if you can’t talk about it with your wife you already have problems and you either aren’t ready to move ahead with trying or deciding to move ahead will push you to a break you just weren’t willing to face before. Being honest is the best way.

  4. As an oral cock worshiper and an avowed sub cocksucker, I can attest to the power of the prick in my life. My true oral top feeders embrace their phallic control and understand that their bulge is the beginning of their achieving total control. I can honestly say I worship cock. Whether soft or hard, feeling my face next to it beings me more joy than any religion or creed. Knowing that I am pleasing my feeder and causing him to explode his seed into my throat is the greatest honor possible. I need to find more true feeders here in AZ so let me hear from you. I’m Letmeworshipit on Yahoo and also go by m4mORALguy.

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