I have become interested after having the most intense homoerotic dream that left me so hard I could not believe I was capable of it. I now cannot get the dream out of my head and it has led me to explore the idea more. I am a total novice but I find my attraction is growing. Sometimes when the family is out I undress and wander the house naked, trying to get used to my male nakedness, other than in the bedroom. Our back patio is enclosed so I have also wandered out there naked as well. I have masturbated thinking about men and find I am doing it more often. I like it, to be frank and that is quite an admission for me. Having come from a very conservative background, and at the age I am 63, the little that I have done is way out there for me. I have not got to the point where I could post a pic here but the idea of displaying my manhood in this way is growing on me…..maybe one day I will have the courage!
Am I gay or bi? I don’t know yet but I do like what I have done so far. I may not be straight 8 anymore.Ian