I admire that you have the balls to discuss this, that’s a very sacred and masculine thing to be able to do. In relation to that “female energy” running through your body, I would suggest that you enjoy but not become controlled, by it. Otherwise you might confine yourself to the restraints of what might be called heterosexuality. And then you might be denying yourself, so much pleasure, so much joy, so much fucking HaPenis. Aleister Crowley described it as “avoiding the contamination. Good luck on your sacred journey.